Today I am 5 weeks pregnant and I feel like time is standing still as I nervously wait to see if this one will make it. I have a doctor's appointment tomorrow to verify that I am still pregnant and I believe the next step will be an ultrasound in a couple of weeks.
I don't have a lot of symptoms yet. I guess I'm more tired and bloated.
Tien and I haven't told our parents yet and we want to try and wait until June when things will be more definite. Although it's weird because I had to tell people at work and some other people know as well. Life didn't allow us to keep it from everyone. I did tell my sister which is nice to have a person to spill the painful day-by-day details. The painful part being consciously awareness of every second as it slowly passes by.
Yesterday I resigned from my job. I'll still work (maybe more part time) until the end of June but the details are yet to be sorted. It feels strange but the direction of the company doesn't fit my background and I don't want undue stress right now. Tien's been very supportive and will agree to whatever it takes to have this pregnancy work - even a huge loss of income.
Feeling good that this one may just be the one that makes it!!
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